woo yay its the 8th of the best month ever! OCTOBER! and yes! ill be 18 in 20 days! woohoo... bryan will still be 16 till december but its cool. 2day was benas b-day. i told bryan to say happy DOB to her :) i told her too... i gada go buy her summin, i gada make time thats all. hehehe HAPPY BIRTHDAY BENA! UR THE BEST! hehehe and ill be an adult soon. i remember the day i turned 16... i was liek im not getting my permit EVER and everyone tried to force me and my mom bought me a car. and i was like NO STOP PRESSURING ME! so finally like this past summer they dropped it. so ill prolly go get my lisence when i turn 18 cuz u only have 2 wait 2 week after ur written test to take the driving test. not that i want a lisence but what the hell. just in case im home alone and crazy bored. driving is lame and it makes people use you i dont like cars much either all the 'non' ugly ones are owned by singers and supermodels so why the fuck do i want some ford focus peice of crap or some eclipse thats way over rated and not even that gr8. i want a lamberguini (sp?) or a spider fuck all these junky ass piece of shit cars high school students own. i want the real thing or nothing. *im greedy* ive so far had 3 cars in my name a fiero, which i got for my 15th birthday. a chevy, and a bronco with a killer system. i go threw cars like a psycho goes threw victims. id rather just not drive at all. im not ready 2 die. lol well im really getting off topic with my raves and rants. so lets just leave this at... IM 18 very very soon! bryans doing summin romantic and sweet 4 me. i might go to the feild of screams this weekend or next? school still sucks. did i mention i hate humans? ok thats all 4 now. leave a comment or 2 or 3 ps. still pissed he added that slut 2 his friends list gah!!!!!!