ps from my last entry... to add to all the excitment the thrill the pure vomit reflex of today... a certain 'person' confided something to me today... they told me of how they want to kill themself (not cool...) why tell me when ive attempted it? im not one to stop sum1... but i tried... why do people ALWAYS come 2 me for these things? what do they think i am? goddamn mother tereasa or however its spelt... i know im a gr8 listener and a good friend but why me... if this is their dark deep secret... why dont they tell sum1 that matters more... im at a loss for words... sjhould i feel joyous or as im being used?