so I just wrote my first entry like an hour ago?! I watched the Oc even though I didnt want too. Its so lame. So soap opera. CSI is on now... but I'm over that phase. Everything is far too calculated and strategically placed. I'd rather be reading Harry Potter. Thats actually all i do now, is read HP. I come home from school, change into sweat pants, read a chapter, and then usually fall asleep, wake up from my nap, and go to soccer (when i have it). Ugh I NEVER have soccer anymore!! I'm getting so restless, I dont know what to do with myself. I know I should be working on school work, and I used to be so good at it. But now, nothing can get me just to settle down and do it. We get report cards next week and I already know how dissapointed my parents are going to be. I don't think you can have a feeling worse than that. Today was a really lame day, I just wanted to go home. I just text messaged the entire day and I think my plan only allows like 25 text messages a month.. so that sucks. I got an e-mail back from my sister and it made me really happy. Shes coming home soon!! I cant wait to see her. Thank god the weekend is coming up. I have so much homework to do.. school just isnt worth the stress. I have two projects, 4 topics in math, and a fucking chem lab along with that booklet. gahhhhhhhhhh. I've decided that I'm not drinking this weekend. I've been doing it too much latley, and all my money is going towards alcohol, it makes me feel disgusting. Also because I puked last week and I don't feel like reliving that for a while haha. I want to go shopping tomorrow, but I was ditched for the BF by the person I was planning on going with. So maybe I'll find someone else... or just not go. I have a bad feeling that this weekend is gonna suck.