havent written my paper yet...... i may as well just kill myself!

buttt i saw brendan at ze gym today:) dont get too excited, i was just doing yoga. not actually working out. have not made it to that stage yet. but YA i saw him. and we talked. and he is going to varsity night tomorrow and that is where we will fall in LOVE. haaaaahaaaaa. or it is where i will have a mental breakdown, just like last year! hm hm hm. im excited to see what happens.

on another note, i have a soccer game OUTSIDE tomorrow. yes its december. yes i live in canada. i actually dont really care except thats it going to cut into my preparation/predrink for the nights festivities. guhhhhhhhhh. i should just not go... i mean, what has dal soccer done for me lately? just kidding. its done a lot.

this morning i spent 4 hours helping/writing emily and amandas paper. yet i cant fucking write my own. i want them to get a good markcause it will reflect my intelligence but at the same time ill be pissed because i should be getting good marks on my own papers!!!!!!!!!!! they better get me real drunk tomorrow. guh i just want it to be tomorrow night so i can skip my 4 classes, skip my soccer game and just be drunk already. this week has taken far too long.