still havent finished the paper..... due 2 days ago, currently at 14 pages. went out last night, super fun. went back to kerrys but when i think about it now it definately wasnt as "cute" as the last time. i would almost refer to it as a rude hookup probably because im usually such a prude. but regardless of what it was, i hope it doesnt continue as us just getting drunk and hooking up. i hate that shit. id been fine without him, id been fine without any guy here i think, except one, but we dont speak really, probably for the best. my goal is to be beyonce in her 'if i were a boy' video. i think im doing a pretty good job so far. cause i just wannnaannana parrrtyyyyy