it looks like i have some weird skin disease on my hand from where i poured the boiling water. its quite gross and i wonder what is going to happen to the skin. will it fall off? will it turn black? will it go back to normal or just stay hideously discolored forever? i havent touched my kettle since the incident (even though it was all my fault) and all i want is my mandarin green tea. we ran a lot at practice today. it felt nice though. im dropping calculus tomorrow =D i miss braeden. i keep getting these vivid flashbacks of being close to him. ive started to think that maybe it would just be easier to go without seeing him over christmas break so i wont have to go through the whole withdrawl fiasco again. im getting a little ahead of myself though. thats 2 months away. 2 longgggg lonnggnggng months.=( i miss you. if only i could tell anyone that other than an online "blog".