i havent really written in here for a while. i kinda write in my nexopia blog, but nothing TOP SECRET cuz ya know... the whole world reads those. i havent really felt the urge to write in one of these for a while. me and linzy have been becoming so much better latley, so i basically say anything worth saying to her. knowing that you have someone like that there for you is such a nice feeling of security. christmas has come and gone. to be honest, it was really nothing special and i dont think im the only person to think that. as far as gifts go, i mostly just got clothes, but just the anticipation and feeling wasnt there. however, my family has been getting along better than ever. my sister is finally home and i missed her SO much. its nice to be on break. but im so bored. i went to invermere on boxing day to the 27th and went snowboarding at panorama. i absolutley love snowboarding. i really need to improve though so i can actually find some friends to go with. i think im going to COP on friday night though with a bunch of people, im so stoked. anyways i guess i have nothing to add. im really confused about a lot of things right now. i guess life is good... at least it should be.