i got some marks back yesterday... an A+ on my presentation, and A on a resubmitted paper (would have been an A+ if it wasnt late), and an A- on my change paper (would have been an A if it wasnt late, and should have been an A+ if the TA who marked it wasnt a douche). i also wrote a final yesterday and thought i did shitty and got the mark today and also got an A. wooooooot woooooooot. so since last class bash was last night, after i got my marks back i decided it was a good night to get drunk. so i went to boston pizza with some soccer girls because drinks were 2 FOR 1!! isnt that retarded? so had 3 pints, then went to the campus bar and got a yard (8 beers). i was drunker than i was on varsity night. which was unforunate because i wanted it to be a casual drunk night but unfortunately i apparently cant do casual. so hockey boy shows up and is texting me constantly and trying to find me. (i dont know how i was so difficult to find the whole time) anyways, he saw me dancing with some other guy (scott, who may or may not like me now too) and thought i went home with him and got so mad! like actually? i dont even know you hockey boy, we went to a movie once and you didnt even pay. give me a break.

he texts me saying "well have a good night then" so i say "uh okay? i dont know what you expected" and he says "Ha I didnt expect anything.. but maybe didnt expect that ud run for this guy" and i just didnt respond and went and got food, so he sends later " sorry for ... reacting". and that was that. then this morning (or 3 pm haha ) i get out of bed and emily tells me that a bunch of boys from the hockey team are talking about how i went home with someone else instead of hockey boy (who im now going to call ben). and i just hate this shit because I DONT GO HOME WITH PEOPLE. like ever. except for brendan(:() so i text ben "hi im not really sure what happened last night, or what you think happened, but if you think i went home with another guy..i didnt. and to be clear, i dont just go home with people." i wanted it to come off as angry with him but i think he thought i was trying to like half apoligize or something?? he sends back " okk.. well i shouldnt have reacted that way anyway like you do what you want.. but im happy to hear that ure not that kinda girl" I DONT CARE WHAT KINDA GIRL YOU THINK I AM. i sent that text for the sake of my own reputation, not for the sake of your feelings. however, i am proud of standing up for myself. and not just being nice to guys. im happy with myself.