this is all i really want to have in my life right now: 1. sugar-free redbull 2. texts from braeden all day 3. tim hortons green tea 4. reading eclipse 5. soccer practice 6. new bloc party album 7. long, hot showers 8. yoga i had all these things today (except yoga) and i was content with just that. except i did no work and stared off into space in 2 out of 4 of my classes. and in those 2 classes i have 2 midterms in the next week. one of which is in a day. bahhh. i think i might know why i cant work. i hate the classes im in, and im lonely. i think about braeden putting his arms around me far too much. god i have never been this vunerable before! im pathetic!!!!