HA-HA so there is a huge picture of me in the sports section of the newspaper today, diving and not reaching the penatly shot that lost us the game yesterday. how devastatingly sad. today we didnt practice, instead we had a team discussion and signed a contract agreeing to not consume alcohol for the next three weeks, along with a 12am curfew everynight, staying hydrated, eating healthy bla bla bla.... im trying to study for my psych midterm. i just cant. i dont think i should be in school this year because i cant do school work. i need to go somewhere, i need to see something else. i think im going to make a plan. its pouring outside. sighh........