i was terrible at avoiding people today. i saw all 3 of them about 500 million times each. whatever. fuck people. UmMmMmMm... school was gay. i pretty much just go off by myself at lunch, because i hate being around people lately. I AM JUST SO EMO ITS NOT EVEN FAIR. or maybe just antisocial?? i had soccer practice. we had to run the beep test and i was pretty nervous because i thought i was really out of shape.. but i got 13.2! my best so far.. 3rd best on the team. and i think thats pretty good considering im a goalie =) and also the boy i really like also had a practice on the same field and i talked to him. i wish i didnt like him and i try not too.. hes going back to belguim in 2 months ( hes an exchange student). but i am hopeless for athletes and he is so good at soccer. well of course he is.. hes from europe haha. this is a boring entry. i only write in here because i have no friends. well i have like 3 that i coudld talk too, but i no longer trust anyone. and my life is far too trivial to concern anyone with. i think something great is going to happen tomorrow. if it does, i will let you know.