we still havent talked. at all. its easier, i dont expect to have a text from him waiting for me anymore. but regardless, i thought he would have caved by now. this is turning into a game for me, and there is no way im going to lose. this was a crazzyyy weekend. our basketbal team won the conference final and are on their way to nationals this week. im stoked for them. i went to everygame and was soo drunk for two of the nights. talked to charlie i guess for a really long time and was apparently on the verge of tears after. i dont remember though. this is what slye told me. ughhh but im probably crazy about him. i dont mind though. a reason to wake up and take care of myself and look nice everyday. a reason thats not on the otherside of the fucking country. we were in a tournament this weekend too and we got second. and i actually played really well.