i drank 2 red bulls yesterday so i could study for midterm and then i couldnt fall asleep til 3am (which is actually really late for me nowadays.) and my heart felt weird. i dont know if it was in my head but the beating felt weird and that scared me so im giving up redbull. i didnt drink one today but there are 14 empty cans on my desk. i wrote my cognitive psychology midterm today. god only knows what i got..... fuck i hate that i cant do work. we had practice today for the first time in 5 days because of the thanksgiving weekend and it was very obvious that all i did this weekend was get wasted because i played fucking shitty. i have another midterm in 2 days and a 15 page paper due in 3 days. and all i want to do is fucking party. i voted today for the first time in my life. so that was kindof cool. lets go conservatives.