i now have $4 to my name. im not kidding. because of this, i have to wake up at 5:45am tomorrow [hmm.. technically in 5 hours] to go babysit. BABYSIT. who knew i was 15 years old again.

not sure whats wrong with me. i have 2 late assignments that i have yet to finish start. like fuck. i love my program. why the fuck cant i focus and push myself. all i want to do is party and socialize and make boys love me. what a waste of space i am.

im going to make an appointment to get tested for ADD. and other mental disorders. because i must have fucking something.