nothing has changed really just studying trying to surive exam time. just like everyone else its hard to focus when im so mind-fucked though. oh well.. that is what red bull is for. i had a really bizarre dream about no country for old men last night. Chigurh and i had a relationship but not a like... "in love, dating" kind of relationship. but we did love eachother in a different kind of way. but no matter how much i begged him to stop he still killed my family.... except in the dream i had brothers. i dont actually have brothers. wish i did though. its my moms birthday today.