me: im not gonna lie.. i really just i wish you were here right now B: i could say that to you everyday. but thanks. i miss you me: you dont even know.. you are the only one who understands the things i say and i wish i could just talk to you B: haha i have the proper software? summers just around the corner. chinup buttercup. i also finished reading sweetness in the belly today. it broke my heart. ' One of my patients complains that I reek of smoke - this from a woman constantly soaked in her own urine. I have no patience anymore. I've even noticed it with children. Their squabbling has been getting on my nerves. "Where are you picking up this kind of language?" I shouted at Ahmed the other day when he called his sister a bloody bastard. His bottom lip began to quiver. "Tell me! At school?" I persisted. He shook his head. "From you," he mumbled. "What?" "From when you yelled at the cab driver." Because he'd said he had no change. Because I needed the change to buy milk. Because the only thing I was looking forward to was a cup of tea. ' this is just my life.