... i am so broke. i've actually gone out the past 4 nights in a row and i cant believe how much money ive spent. how do all those fucking barstars afford it? and tonight we are going out AGAIN, so i am just being the DD and not drinking... my liver will spontaneously combust if i drink anymore. i feel so stupid even saying that, drinking is so not cool. i also saw no country for old men last night, and it was soooo..... i dont even know how to describe it. i really like it though, it left me with a very mysterious feeling after i saw it and only the best movies do that for me. ive decided i only REALLY like movies that dont have happy endings. because i feel like that is most realistic to life. haa.. pessimistic much?