3 game losing streak now. but hey, my other goalie is back and playing terribly. in fact, i replaced her today. you dont switch goalies very often. and it felt so good to get a shutout because in warmup when she basically told me that her shoulder was killing her and i said "if youre going to tell me that im coming in second half then why even bother playing the first half? its not worth it" and then she said "shutup" FUCK YOU!!! YOURE BENG RETARDED!!!!!. and then she let in a terrible goal that was shot from the fucking half line. and we fucking lost 1-0. because she was being fucking selfish. im so sick of fucking losing. im so sad that i obviously have to go to another school and start my life over again. i cant believe its actually going to happen. fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck