oh hai. not as productive today, was exhausted. and i believe i had so much energy yesterday because i had such a great sleep on saturday because ya know how the sleep you get TWO DAYS BEFORE is the one that affects your day two days later. interesting. its true.. i think. last night i stayed in the library till 1130pm reading my book. its so great. its one of those books that you never want to end, one of those books that make me love reading so much. but celia called me from the bar where EVERYONE was and asked me to do her physiology assignment that was due at 12 that night because she clearly wasnt going to do it. so i did it. it just made me lonely. i keep feeling like i dont care to go out/drink at all.. but then i always hear about the nights i missed the morning after and then i feel lonely. the boy i had a thing with earlier this year and then started to ignore after christmas is seeing someone else now. and i dont like him. at all. but it still bothered me a little.. and i dont know why? why do i get jealous of all these boys that i dont like? speaking of not liking people, i need to figure out how to like people. i think its because i meet people and then i psycho-analyze their personality to the point that their not even human anymore. i feel like i know their weaknesses - and weakness is so unattractive. which is why i write in here.. so people know my weaknesses... right. anyways my day - earth & geography, history, psychology, lunch, biology, [LOL MY SISTER JUST SENT ME A TEXT SAYING MY DOG GOT A BUZZ CUT... WTF??? ] doctors appointment, soccer game. and here i am just bloggin' oh man dodgeball tournament is this friday.. teams have been made and looks like im on the stoner team... yikes... decisions, decisions. give in or no? i know if i get high i will be such a fucking idiot and that is so unattractive. and i have a full bottle of wine in my fridge mmmmmmmm. should be interesting