yesterday was pretty great. went out for lunch and grocery shopping with celia. got some sushi. my fridge has so much fruit in it now, im so impressed with myself. 4 boxes of blueberries, one box raspberries, one box strawberries, 3 nectarines, 3 apples, carrots, sprouts, jug of berry&pomegranate juice, 3 bottles of water. after i went to the clay cafe with slye, anna and kyla and i painted a mug as planned. its mostly purple with a green branch with leaves on one side and the other side says "i have measured out my life with coffee spoons" which is from a poem i really like. at the bottom of the mug i painted a smiley face. then we went to see the wrestler. i dont really know how i feel about it. not what i expected i guess. i didnt need all the gore in my life that day. and i feel like all evan rachel wood does is cry and freak out in all movies. i havent seen all her movies though. i had a game today. we won and i played well. but i feel like shittttt. i dont know if its allergies to the flowers i had in my room (i threw them out) or if im getting the cold thats floating around. but whatever it is, it sucks because i have 3 tests this week and cant focus. i finished 'no country for old men" today, finally. the novel, not the movie. now i think im going to start reading goldengrove. i bought this book on a whim so it will be interesting to see if its good. i keep blowing my nose on my shirt. nice eh. "I tried to put things in perspective but sometimes you're just too close to it. It's a lifes work to see yourself for what you really are and even then you might be wrong. And that is somethin I dont want to be wrong about." - Cormac McCarthy