I want to start a new blog. And in that blog I want to write about my life in the new perspective that I am trying to pick up, the one where I stop seeing the negative in everything and stop feeling bad for myself. I feel bad for myself so often and think I have it so hard and think there are so many things wrong with me. There isnt anything wrong with me. I choose to complain and label myself as depressed and an insomniac and disabled. When if I just approached the problem differently, more positively, it would be solved so much easier and I will have saved myself so much misery. I may or may not start a new blog somewhere else (I also have extreme anxiety that people I know read this - that would be disasterous).

Right now my number one problem is a paper that I am working on that is already a week late that if I dont hand in, I will fail the class. If I fail the class, my GPA will plummet and I will have no chance at being an academic all-canadian next year. And I will also have to re-do the class obviously, which would suck because I HATE it. So this is how I am going to look at it: I am a very intelligent individual with a passion for health promotion who is more than able to write this paper. My fridge is stocked with redbull and I have lots of snacks to survive this all nighter. I will email the paper to my prof in the morning and then move on with my life.

Okay. Here I go. Only ~7 pages left!