well that was emotionally exhausting. i havent written on here in 3 years and just decided to re-read all my old entries. it's amazing how some things have changed so much (where i'm at with my life) and some things are exactly the same (still depressed).the only problem with being an adult is that you no longer have time to be sad. i now understand the meaning of "sink or swim."right now i'm kind of just treading water... but i'm really, really tired.