In my life it seems as though, only one thing can go right at one time, or else everything just goes wrong. I'm not doing good in school right now, and I feel like I'm slipping away from all my friends. Soccer doesnt even matter because I dont have it ever. But theres a boy=) and it seems like things are going better then they ever have. I know I shouldnt get my hopes up because I always do.. and then I get so dissapointed. But maybe this time is different? Maybe Christmas will bring me the best gift ever? I guess hope is really what gets you by in life. Even though everything else is shit, it doesnt even phase me. It 11:45 and I'm still working on my chem lab, after working on my social project all day. I'm still in a good mood.. because of him=) Get a grip, get a grip, get a grip.