Listening to: length of love - interpol
Feeling: mopey
ugh i have been so moody latley. i want this week, and this semester to be over! this past week has been never-ending, and so awful. i dont know why im so sad and angry and just retarded.
this is what i want:
-i want my sister to come home now
-i want wavy thick long beach blonde hair
-i want to be sure about him
-i want to this semester to end with me having decent marks. or just have the semester end. who cares about marks.
-i want me to play consistently well in soccer
-i want to get my life on track
-i want to be sure about something for once in my life
-i want my friends to stop smoking, completley.
-i want to get my fucking braces off
-i want laura to get her license so i dont have to take the bus EVERYWHERE
-i want nice clothes that suit my ever changing style
-i want a job
-i want to learn to drive
-i want to go to europe
-i want to see saw 2
-i want him to dump her
-i want to have a best boy friend, instead of being sorrounded by girls all the time
-i want to not be fighting with my family 24/7
-i want to have all the things i want, and not just always be wanting.
wow this list must make me seem like an awful person.... i feel like an awful person. i just really need to get my self together, my thoughts together. right now, im really just falling apart at the seems.
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