ya i dunno. i guess i havent really updated anything about my superb life in a while. even though the 'first milestone' of my life has come and gone. and in about 3 days, grade 12 will be over. what the fuck. the guy i hated and i are friends again. the guy whose not allowed to talk to me because of his girlfriend now both fucking hate me. so thats sweet. grad was really fucking fun. mostly the drunken limo ride to aftergrad, and being wasted at aftergrad. camping was pretty awesome too, except i got too drunk the first night and could hardly drink the second night. and then a guy i kissed told everyone we had sex HA-HA. i almost made every guy on the football kick the shit out of him (because i am THAT influential right). UmMmMmMm i guess thats all the drama. its funny, because i used to be so good at avoiding this type of shit, and then at the very end of my high school career i get BOMBARDED with it. i smoked weed for the first time in a lonnggggg time yesterday. i dont know why its necessary to mention this, btu im really bored and over tired, and avoiding doing my SM project. it was probably a bad idea to smoke something because i think im getting sick/developing asthma (haha). but it was fun.... cuz i never go out on school nights cuz im usually too busy. the boy i like has his last day of school tomorrow =( so i may never see him again! how sad. i really just want to meet someone new. a really wonderful guy. i also want something better to do than staying on the computer. hm. maybe ill go creep some 'blogs'