i talked to craig about B last night. he asked if we still texted and i said no. "well then he is probably dating someone else." i talked to celia about B in the morning. all she said was "oh well, all good things must come to an end." i dont think my heart can take anymore negative feedback. im withering inside. i really thought he would try to talk to me... i dont want this to be a game. but if he is dating someone else and not telling me it will be like high school ALL over again and i cant deal. i cant. i cant even really think about it. its bizarre though because i havent cried. like all my tears have been used up or something. i dont know what to do though. i feel incredibly immature but i just dont think im physically able to deal with the devastion of him breaking my heart. again. after he apologized. apologized for everything. i dont know what to do. it doesnt help that i have an exam tomorrow either. and it being 1240am and i just chugged a red bull. fuckkkkkkkk