so today, im in the library studying for my neuroscience midterm and i get a call from my mom telling me that she almost died last week due to massive hemmoraging from surgery that she got months ago. she said that they didnt call me at the time because they didnt want to upset me. which i guess make sense, but im upset NOW and it scares to me to think of how many things could be going on with my family on the otherside of the country and i would have no idea. its just the icing on the cake of the life that is slipping through my fingers right now. i still havent told them about school. i dont even think i could say it out loud. now i have to go practice in the rain.