i just had the best fucking night but im soooo hungover oh well. its worth it. but what does it mean when the guy your are with all night asks your best friend the next day if your a virgin? like i feel thats realllly weird. maybe just because i dont like when people know those type of things about me. i like to keep secrets. but i wonder why he asked. it was really fun hanging out with him but it makes me wonder if thats what he was thinking about all night? and thats kind of dissapointing. i wish things didnt need to be about sex ALL THE TIME. and i hope he doesnt like me now (despite what he asked, im scared that he does) because i know already that i will never like him more than braeden... so really...... whats the point.