spent the day sleeping and mending my hurting heart this is the stupidest thing in the world and im letting it bother me so much all ive eaten is junk food and i havent gone to the gym in a while no money amandas birthday tomorrow maybe ill have an id but maybe i wont maybe i dont care maybe i just want to wallow in self pity for a while maybe i should just give you your fucking hoodie back and remove you from my life because that is whats desireable right?