i am very stressed out right now so i just need to type out everything that is on my mind: -i cant decide whether i should just study the slides or read the textbook for my exam on tuesday, for the last one i just read the slides and got a 93, but it was all multiple choice and this one isnt. i need to get over 90 on it though in order to get an A+ in the class, so thats stressful enough! -i cant stop thinking about summer and what it will be like to see B for the first time. i saw a picture of him on facebook with this girl kissing him. looked like there was chemistry. but im probably crazy. -i have gained at least 10lbs since january, ( i have weighed myself) and i might have even gained 12. i cant stop eating badly though and i havent had time to work out. i feel very fat and self concious right now -i dont know how im supposed to get all my packing done when i fly home 9 hours after my last exam -im debating quitting drinking all summer -im worried about getting A JOB, let alone TWO! -im supposed to be getting a car this summer, i have to email my dad about what i want -i dont know if my sister has handed in my resume to the golf course yet, she ignored my text. -icant stop going on facebook, im disgustingly addicted. -i neeeeeed to go to the library but i just got out of the shower and my hair looks like crap -i want to stop taking the birth control pill to see if ill lose weight, but then my period will suck again and ill be too scared to have sex. -ive bbeen drinking redbull everyday and my heart hurts. but they now sell sugarfree in 4 packs so im hopelessly in love with it -my face is really dry right now and i think its my new face wash, which i love, but its really drying out my skin -i have too many extra textbooks and donrt know what to do with them, but dont want to store them because they are SO HEAVY -im out of conditioner but dont want to buy more because im leaving in a week -my coach hasnt emailed me back about when we will be practicing so i dont know if i can play on that other team or not -i really want to be in a hot yoga class when i move home, and i need to buy a gym membership. unless i get hired at a gym! -i get sick of my clothes way to fast and right now i want to throw out 75% of my wardrobe. -i have to read about sexual dysfunctions and paraphilias right now but i already am a sexpert after taking human sexuality -im really hungry and just want candy -when i go the airport i have a pass for the air canada lounge but im going with this guy so i dotn have to pay $60 for a cab, and he wont have a pass for the air canada lounge and i cant decide whether to not go in the lounge or find a way to ditch him. i dont really like him/know him so i think ill ditch him..... will have to be stealth though -i hate myself for gaining 10lbs and being so useless. ughhhhhhhhhhh where is my confidence -i want to makeout with TayPrich again this list is dumb but i feel better