so according to that msn convo, i have to be undeniable when i go back home. im already on my way there though. except for this insane hangover day im having, ive been running like crazy and eating quite well. however starting now and i am going to be the most vane person i know, all because i want him soo bad. - white, WHITE teeth - tanning - perfect skin - tons of cardio - more strength training - yoga - eat PERFECT - get a lot of sleep - take BC pill @ exact same time everyday - live life in way that is conducive to being stress free even though i wont see him as much as i would like, he really is the only guy i will ever REALLY want and i may as well not deny that and accept that i have to make the best of the time we have together. and he will never be able to say no to mee =D on another note, wildd night last night. got in a fist fight with some girls, drunk/creepy texted kerry, got home at 5am. it was overall pretty awesome though. i didnt get any work done this weekend. guhhhh