today was a pretty good day woke up ~930am made a smoothie with blueberries, raspberries, strawberries, yogurt & flax seed made an egg white omelette with tomatoes and green pepper went to the football game, wore a really sweet red outfit, and got decent seats and then my team won!! got some pictures with byron went home and then cabbed to bubbles to eat dinner with the football team. which was the only bad part of the night. byron frustrates me sometimes. decided to leave and hung out with CM and CR and watched se7en decided that i have NO IDEA why i was attracted to CR, and know that i will never be attracted to CM oh but PS...... brendan texted me.......... but i played it cool and confident and was myself. in fact i was myself all day. i made a concious effort to do it and i did. i am optimistic that my plan is going to work