last night was a toga party at drews from the basketball team. it started out really fun but then everyone was getting high.... so i did... even though i promise myself all the time that i wont do these things. and fuck everything just went downhill. i need to stop making such a spectacle of myself and just stayy in control. fuckkckcfskbf and he (ch) was there and ive decided that im not talking to him anymore. im just a joke i think.