he did something really fucked up and weird to me and now i dont even want to talk to him. he said he was "omg. im so sorry..." and "when i wrote that i was serious tho. but im sorry. i feel like a peice of shit." ughh what theee fuckkkkk. that was so immature and manipulative and he made me feel so stupid and now flat-out creeped out by him. but i dont like thinking about it because i dont want see him that way. and i told him it was okay because i didnt want him feeling like "oh god what the fuck did i do. im so embarrassed and retarded" cause thats exactly how i would feel like if i did what he did, and i think its a worse feeling than anything else really. its weird, even though he did this, and it is really bothering me, im still more concerned about how bad he feels about it. and its upseting me more because i cant tell him everything thats on my mind. and i havent told anyone here about it because i dont want them to create this fucked up image of him. even though thats probably what he deserves. i dont know what to do really.