another day, success slowing dwindling.. except not really. didnt really sleep all night. i tried. but i was too mind-fucked, and redbulled-out. got out of bed at 745 ate breakfast - fruit, toast w/ jam, 1 over-easy egg, green tea. studied until 1230 wrote my exam (think i did OKAY but it will be tres interesting to see what i actually got) ate lunch - spinach salad, pasta w/ alfredo sauce:(, green tea, ANNDDD 4 rice krispy squares. I SUCK. went to psych experiment @ 3pm and guess what we had to do for 3 hours? WATCH CSI THE WHOLE TIME. haha even though i hate tv, it was still a pretty sweet way to earn credit for my psych classes. went straight to soccer where we were getting our workout plan for the next month. i found out that there is this "list" of names made by our coaches. if your not on the list, that is a bad thing. my name was not on the list. which is a little bizarre because right now we are only being assessed on our foot skills anddd.... im a goalie. so im not really being given the benefit of the doubt but i guess i just reaallly need to step it up. thats fine. but im already getting really stressed out with everything else. had a sandwhich for dinner. for some reason "hancock" was playing in the caf. came home, took a shower, shaved my legs. still need to do my stats assignment. its my friends birthday today and there is really nothing i hate more than people who are obsessed with birthdays, or more importantly, THEIR OWN birthday. seriously, please just shut the fuck up. still have to get her a gift though guh. we are going out tomorrow night for it. i was really excited but im not anymore. im so sick of everyone. mostly just all the girls that im with ALL THE TIME. they speak and i dont even listen anymore. it could just be my pms talking but everything they say is just so dumb. or of no importance. im a real bitch right now. but i just dont care to deal with anyone. my mind is consumed.