just got back from seeing sherlock holmes with ben. unfortunately he did not pay, and then his credit card wouldnt work to pay for parking so we had to use mineeeee. ugh im never spending money again. at least when i hung out with scott he paid for everything. haha wow im a bad person. but i enjoyed bens company more this time. found him more attractive then i did last time. im dreading kissing him though because he has hockey boy facial hair that will scratch my face. i dont really know how i feel about things. all i know is that i have too much going on right now to get myself in some shitty boy situation.