i need to relax and just write but i cant i am fucking freaking out think of what could be worse this wont kill me i will still be alive when this is over i wont fail out of school, i will still be a student i have good marks in the rest of my classes i know how to write and i have a lot of information this is only the first draft it is only worth 10% my prof knows that im fucked and doing the best i can that is it..... do the best that you can. i must just do the best that i can. but seriously... WHEN DID I START GETTING FUCKING ANXIETY? i blame B....... just because. he is the one who made me feel like i will never be loved ever again. unless i perfect everything. and im not perfect in this class so then what am i!!!! just kidding. sort of. i am just rambling. and freaking out........ ohhh goddddddddddddd