Listening to: wicked little town - hedwig & the angry inch
Feeling: thoughtful
i noticed that i always seem to find 2 people who are very much a like. and the awd thing is, they always kinda hate eachother. well at least one always hates the other. or something close to it. but i often seem to find this thing that makes them *so* alike. and i wont tell them. because theyd hate it. but the point of this is, well, i think that a lot of people dont like certain people because... well because theyre just like them. like that jewel song. lol. sorry to quote a song. but it says "do you hate her... cuz shes pieces of you" and yeah. that makes a lot of sense to me right now. i always thought emily and carissa where very much alike. i said they were the same person once. and meant it in a bad way. but emily took it as a compliment until a while later. but they are very much alike. which is very much weird. and oh shit i just remembered why it made so much sense. well, they both seemed to like themselves. maybe charisma is decieving. but they both seemed slightly self-centered. or more than slightly. and they both seemed like almost the same person. and they loved eachother. and thats why they liked each other and had that thing so much... was because they were so much alike. i think maybe this is crazy. but it makes sense if its true, right? and carissa and her dad. they share some of the same qualities. and carissa doesnt like her dad. but they are very much a like. and she wud hate me if i said that to her. and my mom. i hate her a lot of the time. but shes just like me. i got a lot of my qualities from her. i think maybe because were teenagers. were trying to find ourselves. and when we see ourselves in other people, we dont like it. omg i need to shut up ive gotten too far into this and i dont think it makes any sense anymore.
ill just say that i notice people that are alike dont like the other much. weird, eh?
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