.i am way excited for this weekend... .way excited that i bought 3 of the almost same exact thing today thrift store shopping .way excited that emily suprised me with hot hot heat tickets.... .stressed because i need to get some alchyhol .stressed because i hope dezi & i can get some bud .stressed because i have homework .and stressed cuz i didnt buy nici shit and spent all my money on myself. .yeah. nici. the girl i was really sad that she was leaving. im not sure if im sad anymore. i think that i really dont care about anyone that much right now so im not that sad. wow. i dont care about anyone. what a concept. i think desirees the closest one right now. i havent seen her in so long. what a sad sad thing to not get stoned with my best stoner buddy in 3 weeks. .i miss being crazy over bob marley more than anyone in the world and thinking i was beautiful. those were the days. haha. i love how the past is always better than the present cuz u cant remember the bad feelings. .i discovered that inside jokes have absolutely no point other than to put others on the outside. but theyre still fun. .i ate trail mix today... mmmm....