wow. sit diary is back up. i think this is the most amazing night of my life. emilys here right now. we just decided that we'd have some crazy night in my closet. haha. it was way dark... way kinky... way fun. wowee. i feel really fucking lucky right now. it was amazing. and i love my girlfriend. and i didnt get stoned this weekend. and im proud. ive bought some new jeans that cover me up right. ive made some good decisions about my weight/dieting etc. and about getting stoned. that should only be a once in a while thing. i dont wanna be some stupid fat stoner bitch. w/ dieting, well, ive decided that diets arent ever gonna work. even if they do, ill gain it back. so im gonna try and just start eating better. eat how i should. and make that normal. im in drama again. second period. yay. oh fuck i just remembered that i have to do a pantomime tomorrow. whooops. i took some pictures at school with my camera. i want to take mooooree! man i fucking love my camera. i wish i could take good pictures. one day maybe. okay. i think thats it. great night. byebye