Gah. I'm super stressed. No, not even stressed, just anxious. I have senioritis and ditch lots of class. I'm definately PMSing and almost cried today in english class. As a result, I'm changing my whole schedule around. I'm changing teachers, adding a class, dropping my college classes, and changing my work schedule. I ditch my art class like all the time. But that's not to say I don't love it. Yesterday I came up with the concept for my book that was assigned a few months ago. My concept is a reflection of what I did for my final project and I think it makes tons of sense. I might begin tonight. Or I might stress out a little more and not do anything. I think I'm settling into my own place now. I eat lunch at school, with highschoolers, and it doesn't make me angry. I have friends that are in highschool who make me really really comfortable and glad. I'm scared because everything's changing and it's all getting good right before I'm sure it will go sour from temperature change. It may be immature, but I don't ever want to grow up.