i am slightly distressed. slightly depressed. i havent done my last 2 trigonometry homeworks because i have been too fucked up. and i said i wouldnt get behind in that class. i cant do the whole sex thing without freaking out and crying and feeling like i was being molested. i dont feel like getting stoned for a while but i want shit 24/7. i am feeling slighty fucked up. like a very big dissapointment thats not going to change. like... i sure am dumb.