caitlin is sad. today marked the much anticipated arrival of my bongo jeans. i tried them on. the results? they dont make me look much skinnier, theyre too big on the knees like all my other jeans, and theyre slightly too short. now i feel dissapointed and large. bummer man. on top of that, i am again swarmed with homework. i hate people who dont get a lot of homework. they should burn in hell. maxey quiz tomorrow. whoopie. i really dont want to go to school tomorrow. im too embarassed to be seen and to embarassed to have my group in drama do their act. its horrible. they are difficult. i want to cry. i want a friend. i really really do. one of those people that you cry with when youre stressed out and giggle with afterwards so that you're in a good mood again. god do i need a friend.