I'm going to be hot again. I mean.. I'm going to love myself again. I do like myself, but love is the real deal. Baths workouts books paint I can't write fluidly but oh jeez please dont sneeze that disease all over like killer beez. I'm going to eat and then shower and then pretend that CL might actually come into the book store today. Oh, hopeful thinking. Oh and it rained a little bit today. And now the clouds are moving so fast that there are flashes of sun and darkness. It is changing every second. In. out. In. out. Love love love love love.