I don't want to go to school tomorrow because I really really need to be all by myself for a long time. Ohhh. And I don't want to drive anymore, because it feels weird to realize that all the people I hang out with don't drive. It's kind of like in middle school when the thought of people making fun of you is really pervasive. Does that mean I'm self-conscious or that I don't have much confidence? I don't think so. I think I'm being reasonable and I think I really would like to be respected at some point in time. Oh Caitlin don't take this too far. What you need is personal alone time, movie time, and to concentrate on being friends with people with cars just to make sure you're not being used. I think of very highly of dignity. And I'd really like to keep mine, or at least, my integrity but it's very hard to be assertive without being a bitch. Is there a balance or am I just destined to be a bitch because I like to do what I want. Reasonable. Reasonable. Reasonable. I think I'm reasonable so there. Oh and stubborn. (crazy)