i am feeling good. i dont know what this is, but its good. im going through another healthy faze. man, i love these fazes. i wish theyd last longer, though. i still want to live in a white studio/apartment when im older. i thought that had dissapeared. but it is still as beautiful as ever. i have shin splints. im not aloud to run for a couple days. oh man. i am bummed. i have to do my pantomime TOMORROW instead of today. i think im going to be in a hurry and break my heel. i should practice tonight. im in pajamas. i swear, this and good relaxing music, man, its the life. and also knowing that i already worked out and i have a fake tan that looks real (!) and that my homework is pretty much done. and i bought a new skirt today. man, life is good. school sucks though. i swear, people get more boring every day. no. nici amuses me. slightly sad that one of the few people i enjoy at school is a fucking compulsive lying bitch with a gross mohawk. but she is weird. and smarter that superficial bitches. i am sad that she will be leaving me for pacific. i will in no way submit myself to people i dont feel like talking to when i dont feel like talking to them, so if im all alone, so be it. i think its very very fun to sit and people watch. except for when people ask you why your all alone. im happy alone. yes. wow. drama is way fun. i missed it. okay, its not that fun, but not having that class for a while and having to ditch pe pretty much really fucking sucked. i watched some of frida last night. and now im going to finish it. and eat animal. muahahahaha. i am an evil carnavore. who spent money on a skirt instead of bud! oh no! i need... $10. i feel like i let down nici. i am sorry little big one. wow. what is with this mood? im way happy. and i understand trig. wow. that is really fucking amazing. and i am boring. hop hop hop. im off like a little bunny. oh yeah! i got a scratch & sniff sticker at my tutor today! it looks like half of a peanut butter and jelly sandwich, thats why i picked it. and it smells oh so good! it has eyes! oogleboogle it is nice. adios muchachos.