you know in bad movies/tv shows when the kid gets to be friends with the popular crowd but theyre really scared for them to find out what theyre REALLY like? thats how I feel! with drama! ive been excited about the spring play and about all the things we're going to do in drama, but im really actually kind of scared for the sping play because i dont want mr e to see that im actually NOT a good actress! my voice goes high pitch every now and then because thats how i talk! i talk like a little kid! and i am a little kid and thats why i get so into things and why im so excited by everything! im actually kind of embarassed that thats just how i am and he thinks im doing something special as an "actress". i feel like an intruder and a cheater. bleh bleh bleh wa wa wa.