i thought id tell a little about my trip here in oakland. on the ride here, well, there was this one moment that i felt like i was on cocaine. i paused my music, and when i started it again, at that exact moment, we went through a pretty and dark tunnel with orange lights. it was so beautiful. i fluttered my eyes and looked around. very much a cocaine experience that only lasted a few seconds yet was amazingly beautiful. when we got to pacifica we had to eat lunch with crazy granddad, then we got dropped off at the one and only haight ashbury district! better yet, right in from of Absolutely Haight which is a store ive been meaning to wander into. my mom and i walked in and it was soooo amazing. it made me think of ashley. there were hippie things everywhere and all these beautiful things from the 60s and 70s and pretty pipes and ahh it was so pretty. i bought a haight ashbury shirt and some nag champa and a poster for ashley because i knew shed have an orgasm if she walked in there. as soon as i drive, im going straight there. my mom and i got along for the most part. we do the same sound effects, screams, same excitement, same maturity, you know how it goes. just now my mom, my sister, aaron, aarons mom linda and me went to a thai restaurant which was delic'! the best part... i got coconut icecream with fried banana and the guy put a smiley face on my scoop of icecream :) maybe i still do look like a little kid sometimes, that made me happy. and the food was sooooo frikin good. mm mm mm! im going to make a million cds tomorrow. tonight, sleep. oh yeeaaahhh. my sister got to see simon & garfunkle... fuck you. i cant believe how much i look up to that girl. shes like the most amazing person in the world to me. i wonder how it feels to have someone look up to you like that. anywho, i best be off. ps: my jaw chatters a lot whenever im slightly nervous or i get excited. weeeiirrrdd.