tonight my parents and i talked a lot. we takled about how most of my dad's family have one thing that they're really good at. my sister's a good drawer, my dad's a good artist also, my unlce phil's a great musician, my uncle bob's also a good drawer and my cousin's a good actress. and my dad was saying how he wondered what I'd turn out to be good at. And I told him. "I'm not particualrly really good at one thing. I can do lots of things, but nothing really well." so that's just is. I could get by doing almost anything, but I'm never going to have that one thing that is really my thing that I'm wonderful at. He said that I'll find one thing that really turns me on and then I'll work on that and be good at that. Damn. I thought it'd just turn up. I guess I have to look for it :/ I have no idea why I just wrote this. It's just kind of on my mind now. It kind of saddens me that there's not that one thing that's really meant to be my thing. If I get into one thing I'll probably be wondering how I'd be doing another thing. I wonder where I'll settle.