I got my speeding ticket in the mail today. 186 dollars And then I realized this might affect my insurance. And then I felt really really really fucking bad and thought that maybe I shouldn't be aloud to drive anymore. I've done so many high-cost things revolving around the car. (tires had to be replaced/re-alligned, I've hit multiple things with both cars) And they never let me pay it off with money (which would clear my conscience). They say that I'll pay it off by doing the dishes all the time. Or cleaning the cars. Or some shit like that that I never do. Maybe it's time I insist that I pay up. Ugh. I still have to tell my mom and I'm dreading it. I feel so guilty guilty guilty